Some of the kins I may mention have and already formed into fictive alters as they've become a comfort to and like a resource when I am in stressful situations and other alters besides fictives don't front!One of these examples are Hajime Shino, He often fronts or confronts for extended or short periods of time. Typically when I am struggling or stressed with something I am prone to having more switches than without where It's usually cofronts.And no, for those uninformed, I can't choose who fronts and I can't choose who I switch with. But if (I) or (we) do anything bad we haven't accounted for I apologize as some of my alters may not be the nicest or pick up easily on social cues. In this case please do inform me when I (host) or some other alter fronts again and we will resolve whatever issue and take accountability for it.Though this isn't a common experience, it can still happen.My alters aren't all versed on how to use social media and the ones that are may not even know how to signal they are fronting because some aren't even aware they are specifically fronting.Sure it can be troublesome, but it's good to read my tone as I have a specific way of talking when I host front.Thank you for reading and understanding! - Remiel

Like Hajime Shino, I am really nice to people as much as I can and I reflect often on my morals and actions. Not overlooking the small things in life I focus on them a lot as in my surroundings and the small things I own. I try my best to use manners and make the best outcome for people around me, sometimes even putting their needs above my own in order for them to be happy. No matter how hard I try for others it only takes a little to make me happy such as compliments or just little comments like "I had a dream I was an elephant and you were a rock I ate." Those things make my day.
When something bad happens I react negatively to it because I am very sensitive to confrontation and bad views on me.
I do little and big things to be noticed by people and can get jealous quite easily, making me possessive over people at times but I feel horrible after it. I'm made to be so clingy with that person sometimes it'll accidentally turn into me being controlling not in a way where I tell them who to hang around but in a way I beg constantly for attention and ask for words of affirmation to know if I'm still their favorite person above all, I want to be special. I want to be loved like I love you, it eats away at me and my self esteem & motivation rots and withers within seconds I realize I could be getting replaced or just another friend.(This works very side in side with how much I relate to Ritsu & Mika, and also why Ritsu has formed into a possessive alter of mine because I'd use him to cope with my intense feelings because of how alike we were.)But even throughout it all I don't let it show, I try my hardest to hold back any bad habits or feelings that I know could possibly ruin my relationship with said person. So that I can be viewed as their all kind and nice person again, like I want and try to be.I become tense in situations I feel like I started or that I don't know what to do. Anxious in minutes when I realized that I might've ruined something or not have picked up on easy social cues. Same with crowded areas or cramped or grand places with lots of people , In response to this I'll carry little things that I consider "good luck charms", my biggest and favorite one being this strange hot chocolate scented sparkly liquid in a bottle, I'll whiff it and let others around me whiff at it due to how nostalgic it is having smelled like Christmas. It was given to me by a kindergartener years ago.
Aside from things I carry to ease anxiety, I zone out a lot until people talk to me. I cry easily for the smallest things but not in a bugging way, it'll usually be me reflecting on early life or things like old and passed away puppy videos from the 2000's.
I am overall a highly dependent and caring person who has major self flaws that I try to change for others to fit their image of me.Since this section of Hajime also kind of covers my closeness and relation to both Mika and Ritsu, I will not cover them as I believe it is easy to understand where they might play the role in this.As for Kaoru Hakaze..
(Despite my issues with my mother) I am very nostalgic and longing for her. Sometimes it feels like I can't talk or reach her like I would've wanted or preferred but it also feels like I've grown up too much to be her boy anymore, that spot filled by my brother now.
I often become weak and tend to cry about this as I miss those times and I cherished them a lot when they lasted. She is kind of a role model for me despite her religious beliefs that I don't think i agree on, I still look after her and become saddened by the thought she might die someday. Her religious beliefs often make her bring up that one day she will indeed die and that we will have to live. She talks about it a lot which worries me and causes me to panic. How she so often and easily talks about how we're going to grow up and have our own lives, how we're not going to live with her anymore. I was always closer with her than with my dad for reasons but even so it feels like I couldn't be farther from her. I miss my relationship with my mom I had when I was younger and I yearn to be held like I was then by her as she'd take phone calls and let me lay with her, on the phone with my aunt.
Being loved by my mom was something that meant a lot to me.Aside from the topic that is my mother I may not show it as much as I'd like to behind my highly extroverted behavior and how unserious I am but I really do care for my friends around me. I'm embarrassed to show it sometimes because it feels like a weakness kind of I want the best for my friends and loved ones. I like being flirtatious a lot with my boyfriend but even then there'll be some moments and days where I just hold him in call and either start rambling about how much I love him and he means to me or start crying over him and move on from it afterwards because I don't like dwelling on myself too much.
A lot of my attraction to women years ago stemmed from the belief that I had to be normal in some sense and that it was just that anyone worked when I dated them but in often years I realized how badly my relationships with girls would last. Maybe a few days or weeks but I'd put in too much that they'd become kind of annoyed. Afterwards I realized months later that I couldn't be pan with how much and how lenient I realized I was with men and I shortly also realized I pushed myself to like women romantically and it also came from me being a feminist. Funny enough it wasn't any surprise that I came out as gay and most of my relationships with boys were the ones that lasted way longer.
It was mostly views and social norms pressed upon me that ever lead me to believe I liked girls, when in reality I did often yearn for a relationship with a guy more than I did with a girl, I also really had a more preference for masculine things and seeked them in people than I did feminine things.